Beautiful Nights

There are many reasons why many things are beautiful

The moon, maybe because its blue

a person maybe because its you

and when the moon gets full

I am blown witj thougts of youIin the mellow moonlight

I see delight in the hollow of your eyes

Like shadows caste in the dark

You manifest in me in parts

the moon at night, with you feels right

underneath the stars with lights shinning bright

I behold you as my beauty and the Queen of my Night

Its Us

Its all just pathetic

our life, its relics

yea say I sound prophetic

it just that I am being authentic

how easy for you to turn a blind eye

at least take a peek with one eye

oh my, I just must try

to save my world right after I cry.

Destiny, walks right next to me

I put away my beliefs

open my eyes one day in disbelief

its still same as when everyone tot me insane

I am still the same

dose not matter what was said must not give me pain

but I still cant walk away leave that kid in the rain.

This is the time I have been praying

when my thoughts and fears are the new believing

heal this world in which we live in

dont believe its all about the world you live in.

As is still

You see, i have always been me,

yes, asked the questions that u never perceived

ah always your scolds i am told

some things are untold

so, i stay quiet in my heave

watching, let me see what this reveals

wow this is a dangerous con-heave

now u see always in God i believed.

with sway, with swagga flow down this rocky worlds hills

so i pray i grow, this is Godly perceived

love me, coz i love you, my heart, my mind, my unity shield.

Help me, lets heals this, and enjoy the Godly yummies

love or dont love me, dont even know what that means.

Living Magic....

I got the magic

life with all its tricks

doing things prolific

~nothing specific

The mystical thoughts

loving every beauty and art

believe every feeling plays a part

all i know, i wanna hit restart

and its all coming from my heart

The fairy tale beings

funny how i find them in my seeings

going by all these real feelings

My goodness i aspire to a new being

Wow, the beautiful light

pointing towards things right

i see the structure in its dark

you know, thing unseen similar to beings

In all this i get a part

yea, this is life and i am on the beautiful ark..........

1NP

A Cruel world

Where does it all end?

The widows cry, who hears her call?

The Orphan, who helps when he falls?

In this world, one may be small

But think about it, aint we all?

No comfort in the smiles of fellow human

help coming from places unassuming

Meanings lost, in moments overused

Friendship and love all abused

The story of trails and travails of more than a few

Tales gone stale, being told still getting no view

What does the lonely heart do?

Tears tear down our faces

coz we hoped on help from familiar places.

life suddenly feels like a thin rope

Holding on, not even with hope

Cold realization and fear is my cloak

Lost my faith, despair to find my soul

cost of broken trust as emotions elope my hold

Words to comfort, feels void of resort

Emotional indigestion

Roaring in my stomach like acid burning within

devouring my peace, stealing my thoughts of things real

discomfort or pain, seems both i feel

In my heart is where the true story reveals

Sometimes my eyes reveal my ordeals

My secrets of pain, Pride attempts to conceal

My smile contradicts what i feel

Suddenly the world seems to talk about me

Songs, stories tell of emotional places I've been

Butterflies rioting in my whole being

My belly seems floaty and thin

I hurt when i think, sick when i eat

These butterflies want no peace

Eats me up piece by piece

Look at me, know my world misses a piece

In my speech its my voice that tells my story

It jitters, vibrations of fear and worry

No passage for wind in my nostrils

The trail home seems far gone

Known roads no more seem similar

I am walking still hoping for one thing familiar

A stranger in my own world

Things i cherish all sold

This doesn't feel like home

My bliss is far gone

Its like skies without stars, dark

like day without light just, black

Its like a heart without love, just blank

No home for a baby in a cradle

Seem i am about to crumble

My heart grumbles, my stomach rumbles

At some point, i must have tripped and stumbled

This is why i cry

Streets of huge cities

so much life and activities

much to see

in summer, from all obligations i am free

watching sea creature in the middle of land

friends and lovers, walk hand in hand

It is beautiful, but who see's the stain on the glass

At night, the moon gives the light

gotta see the city lights

the homeless, part of the tourism

in the midst of all this spending

he sits by the corner, this is his fending

they see, but maybe pretending

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