Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Dream

I dream, it’s the world for my spirit
His only place for peace coz there is freedom in it
Expression of will, a void and realization of what is real
In a trance of finding and knowing.
people you love, things you fear, all you dear
Your heart cries: now you hear
Spirit and body communicate
Uncontrolled inspect of when we relate
Pain like I felt of heart break
My world of love, you would not take
The body, the soul ,you choose to violate
Feel and see, they say participate
I see you, I feel it still when I awake
Sleeping and feeling
Living and weeping
The same understanding

Felt you would leave
Was told you would not give
But in you I chose to believe
Sooner than today, I stand in shame
Forgiving is a totally holy place
But I am imperfect, see the emotions on my face
My body wont let my soul stay pure
I am in chains, this I am sure
Pain, regret, all betray my forgetting
Liberation begets freedom, now my pursuing
Hurt me in my soul and left a hole
Reparation a fete only for your own

I tell of this story coz
For the world I am sorry
For lessons not taken
The principle simply mistaken
I pray for awakening
Though it came late for me
I must show how much joy it can be
Maybe you will learn desperately
This is the moral of my story
That one day I may not worry
Or fear that you might tell the same story

Cant You See?

Commit my every need
I just want to meet u with every want
A cry for your smile
Die to hear u laugh
I need you to feel every good sense
While I wait in my suspense
This is common sense

I can wait while you sleep and wake
Smile in the morning light then I lay me down for my sake
Walk through thorny forest
because you heard about birds who at the other end nest rest
Let me see for you
Or I can just say, ill do anything for you!

Never forgive myself
I was at work when the rain soaked you
Or blame myself
Coz sorrow somehow in your world found you
I could have done something to help you
I must get you the new shoe
School can wait too for you
Times when I cant be there,
don’t you see I still care?

I feel I can push mountains,
I can drink up a fountain
What else more priceless
What thing more beautiful
What sent so sweet?
Guard proper so dutiful
No king in his highness
No Queen or majesty,
Is greater than purity
Cant you just see

I might find the words to say the sky is sometimes blue
Just like the fog in the morning is called dew,
Like the lights called stars,
Like the string of colors, or rainbow
About how some feelings are painful
Some things for you I must do,
Everything I feel is about you
I do them for you
Its me, or maybe you just cant see tha..t…………………….
I.

So i say

I will do my best to meet everyones needs, cos I am concerned and I understand. i do not know everything but I give my something. If someday you see me and say, I do not represent you in anyway, just be patient we can all have our own God given day. If in time I dont not increase my understanding enough to meet you, one thing I know for sure is, i will be not be here forever. If after me comes another, he may feel just like you or the like of you my brother.
Dont Give up wanting, find patience, seek understanding and light will touch you.
It is always better than a dark fight.

Beautiful Nights


There are many reasons why many things are beautiful
The moon, maybe because its blue
a person maybe because its you
and when the moon gets full
I am blown witj thougts of youIin the mellow moonlight
I see delight in the hollow of your eyes
Like shadows caste in the dark
You manifest in me in parts
the moon at night, with you feels right
underneath the stars with lights shinning bright
I behold you as my beauty and the Queen of my Night

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Its Us

Its all just pathetic
our life, its relics
yea say I sound prophetic
it just that I am being authentic

how easy for you to turn a blind eye
at least take a peek with one eye
oh my, I just must try
to save my world right after I cry.

Destiny, walks right next to me
I put away my beliefs
open my eyes one day in disbelief
its still same as when everyone tot me insane

I am still the same
dose not matter what was said must not give me pain
but I still cant walk away leave that kid in the rain.

This is the time I have been praying
when my thoughts and fears are the new believing
heal this world in which we live in
dont believe its all about the world you live in.






As is still

You see, i have always been me,
yes, asked the questions that u never perceived
ah always your scolds i am told
some things are untold
so, i stay quiet in my heave
watching, let me see what this reveals
wow this is a dangerous con-heave
now u see always in God i believed.
with sway, with swagga flow down this rocky worlds hills
so i pray i grow, this is Godly perceived
love me, coz i love you, my heart, my mind, my unity shield.
Help me, lets heals this, and enjoy the Godly yummies
love or dont love me, dont even know what that means.


Monday, February 22, 2010

Living Magic....

I got the magic
life with all its tricks
doing things prolific
~nothing specific

The mystical thoughts
loving every beauty and art
believe every feeling plays a part
all i know, i wanna hit restart
and its all coming from my heart

The fairy tale beings
funny how i find them in my seeings
going by all these real feelings
My goodness i aspire to a new being

Wow, the beautiful light
pointing towards things right
i see the structure in its dark
you know, thing unseen similar to beings

In all this i get a part
yea, this is life and i am on the beautiful ark..........

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